Tuesday, March 22, 2011

It was a not-so-good day for me today. :(

I had a LARGE amount of seizures during Zumba today! It was SO HORRIBLE! I felt retarded and humiliated(and of course confused). I had to stop a little early, and Michelle(the owner) had me sit at her desk. I got up though because I was crying and didn't want anyone to see or be distracted by me. Michelle let me cry on her and told me that there was nothing to be embarrassed about. She was very sweet and called me after I got home to make sure I'd made a neurology appointment. Michelle also offered to give me private Zumba lessons so I don't have to concentrate so hard(whic is why I had so many seizures today. It was a new routine.) Cindy also was super and made sure I'd made a neurology apppointment(and is taking me on Thursday to it), and assured me that there was nothing to be embarrassed about-that people were concerned and wondered if I had low blood sugar. I feel like I was there maybe 5 minutes, but I was there for an hour! That's how many seizures I had! I HATE HATE HATE EPILEPSY!

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